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Hi all im trying very hard to get some help. but it seems that everyone out there is also in need. I jsut wish someone will here my cyr. and help me by even sending $1.00 if everyone can do this i will get a little help.

on the 10th i will go for another painful byapsy of my hip. I think they are trying to get this done so they can go ahead and replace my hip. again im only 40 years old and have to go though all of this.. today we baried an aunt how also had the same as i did. started with cancer in the kidney then it travled into her bones after 20 months she deteriated into nothing. until God finally took her home. Im to young i have small children who need me. my husband will still not return no matter what.

last nite we had to take my grandson who is 9 months old to the hospital he was medflied to st.pets hospital. there they found out he has a blood clot in his brain and the blood is sipping though his ears. again i have to question what on earth have i done to deserve all of this. Im desperate for help. please my kind people her my crys and donate. im not looking to get rich i jsut want to go home and if God desides to take me at least i know im back home where i belong.(texas)

please donate at paypal diamondsjoy@hotmail.com

thank you

im looking for help all i need from you good people is to visit my website. http://born2die2.blogspot.com/ as for the site name well lets just say that with all i am going though that is exactly how i feel. Thank you and Bless all for those who visit.

Thank you again, well today i had to go to the hospital again. last night i felt very awful. my tummy was hurting and i kept getting cold and night sweats. I found out i have a Urinary tract infection. which is not to good since i only have one kidney left. i have been trying not to take my pain meds as they make me a little stupid soetimes but today i had to take 2 right now im at a little daze.

Last night my little one Diamond, was crying to me telling me that everything was going to be okay. she held me and she whispered momy let me take care of you, you have taken care of me all my life it is time for me to do for you. girl i cryed even more. she has just turned 8 this month on the 15th. and even though we did not do anything for her on her birthday she is still very much in love with her mommy.  This child in particular is very passionate like myself. she told me that she will try to fix this family, she said our family is like a puzzle that is missing a piece and i will try hard to get that piece to fit back where it belongs. (she was talking about er Dad) We all miss him. myself included. He will not come back as there are other factors in this issue that i hope she can handle when they arise.

i will come back later and write some more. thank you all who are listening.

thank you, and may gob Bless you..

wish i would have met ya'll before i lost all my teeth. lol

that is so true my 21 year old daughter had a bad ear ache and all they did for her was to give her antibiotics and paid killers for the pain.. As soon as she got her pain meds i took them from her . she is known for takeing more then what she needs,